HEAR YEAH HERE YEAH. alter call.

i feel like this blogg makes me a hater of everything. brb ill finsish this at home

GLEE.... bahahahaha.

Assignment #8: Write a response to the "Grilled Cheesus" episode of Glee that we watched in class.  Pay special attention to the worldview of the writers.  What do they think of your faith?  Are they portraying it in an accurate or inaccurate manner?  What parts are accurate and what parts are inaccurate?

Oh my well being the person i am im gonna lay it out straight to you... i thought that show was a joke.... i mean it reallly had a good point and the thoughts those studetns had are true feelings of real people, but i honestly could not get past the "man" "boy" "thing"?? with the "questionable sexual orientation"..... why why why do TV producers have to ruin a perfectly good show with things like homosexuals/curse words/ and sexual references.. that bothers me so much. what has our world come to that we cant watch a show with out it having some sort of those refernces... those things really take away from the point of what could be a perfectly good story line.



BAHAHAHAHAHHA!!
 onward..
I think its sad that so many people really feel the way KURT does. and its sad that  more people dont reach out to those people. because we worry to much about the people overseas or hobos ect that there are people who coudl be sitting right next to us who not TRULY QUESTION GOD.  whats scarier not knowing god or denying that he's there.

These writters have a point they see from the non christian point of view what the people who dont believe look like. and how we try to see godd in the littlest of things... like a grilled cheese... featured above:)

But if glee would eliminate the "questionable sexual orientated guy" i would really enjoy it..

p.s. i dont really hate people with questionable sexual orientation.. i just HATEEEE how america has made it so acceptable for them. NOTE TO THE WORLD:  sexuall orientation should never be questionable...SIN IS NEVERRRRRRRRRRRR OKAY!!!!!!

Anger.. a problem i dont suffer from :) haha

More stinking bloggs.....

 [21 ] “You have heard that it was said to those of old, ‘You shall not murder; and whoever murders will be liable to judgment.’ [22 ] But I say to you that everyone who is angry with his brother will be liable to judgment; whoever insults his brother will be liable to the council; and whoever says, ‘You fool!’ will be liable to the hell of fire. [23 ] So if you are offering your gift at the altar and there remember that your brother has something against you, [24 ] leave your gift there before the altar and go. First be reconciled to your brother, and then come and offer your gift. [25 ] Come to terms quickly with your accuser while you are going with him to court, lest your accuser hand you over to the judge, and the judge to the guard, and you be put in prison. [26 ] Truly, I say to you, you will never get out until you have paid the last penny.
(Matthew 5:21-26 ESV)

THis passage says its not good to murder or hate but its just as bad to be mad at some one. dont have anger dont resent someone for there wrong doing because you'd be just as guilty as to your sins and anger. god says go to the person you have a problem with solve the problem at the sorce.

halloween:)

I dont know i dont like how we as christians have taken anothers culture hoilday and "twisted" it to fit our beliefs... we as christian HARSHLY ridicule all of the other religions who do that saying you cant pick and choose from others or change it to what you want... but pretty much.... thats what christians did to halloween! i mean im not the biggest fan of halloween i thinks it a earthly holiday. its us as human watnting to satisfy our world need to be someone else for a day. your pretty much dressing up pretending to be someone else... someone your not! gods made you who you are. for a reason, he makes no mistake.. contrary to popular beiliefs that little siblings are your mom and dads extra "OOPS after you". anyways. demon devil idol worshippping..... blah blah blahhh. im also not a fan of it. Demons are a out there subject to me i wonder about it i know the bible says that people were demon possessed but are they still today? if so then the world is fullllll of demons.. brittney spears:) haha. but overall i think halloween is an outhere holiday but im not totally anit halloween...
im not gonna hide in my house and paint crosses on myself to protect me or someday stop my kids from dressing up. as long as you know that its wrong you can take halloween in moderation and it still be just very harmlless fun.

Special needs bowling:)

Back to this hackin blog.... I still resent you BLOGGER.COM.....
Well today could very well be one of the most rewarding days of my life. i LOVE special needs thats why i attend soemthing special needs related once every week. I feel like in my life thats sort of where god has called me to go because those are the people my heart longs to help. the people who cant help themselves. Who i go to teach or help but in the end wind up teaching me. the people that work through so many obsticles in life yet are the peole who christ is seen most eveidently in.  So today at the bowling alley i had three girls.. Dana, who couldnt hear and wasnt a big talker or even remotely social but yet kept a beauitful smile on her face all day long. Gena, who was like a parrot she repeated everything i said..if you dont believee that people dont hear what you say or what you say doesnt effects people. then have a go with Gena she's living proof that there are little ears out there. And last but not least Darichelle. Darichelle was by far my favorite (sorry but i picked a favorite frown on me if you must) but i was sooooo fascinated by her. she was amazing. at first glance she was to the naked eye... completely normal... but inside was a broken girl with so much pain in her past and so little incentive to pick up move on and live life. darichelle started out sweet and quaint.. but as time went on and she could see that i was falling in love with her and her story she opened up and let her life spill to me and her heart. Darichelle was born on december 20. she is 25 years old. and she hasnt always been handicap. she was born and raised in a christian home. she started out as a methodist and then converted to what she called a "babtist christian" hehe. (did i mention this chick said some funny stuff) then at 16 after her life had come to a chaotic mess of neverending pain and stress from her family, to school, to track, to being told she had no friends, to her mom telling ehr she was fat, Darichelle tried to take her own life. She pulled into the middle of an intersection and waited for a car to come and was eventually hit by a car in her drivers side door. Leaving her with exstensive brain damage, hair line fractured hip. metal plate in her head, glass scares covering her body. Darichelle was now state classified as "SPECIAL". her life never to be the same again. she was in the hospital for 3 months 3 weeks of that in a drug induced coma. And one year ago was diasognosed with bipolar disease i began to ask her why why did she do all this.. and she said i just didnt feel right in life soemthing wasnt right and i didnt want to be here anymore. But then she said but i guess im still here for a reason... YES! that was my chance jesus card here i come. i ask her do you know why your still here? she said no not really.. I said darichelle you have a purpose and reason in life, your here by miracle you being alive is proof that someone bigger than us wants you here to do something.. she said.. welll im just here to bowl... (I LAUGHED) but i said no do you know that no matter how bad you feel or if you feel like no one loves you.. guess what someone always does and always will... and she looked at me smiled and said oh yeah... JESUS. like the lightbulb in her head finally clicked that her childhood teachings of jesus really did apply .  Once off the deep subject of jesus and faith and her knowing she's loved she began to tell me her views on life friends and dating. so here are some of her funnier moments...
- me- "darichelle do you have a boyfriend?"
-darichelle "ooooo, HE** no! i dont date, boys are stupid and a wasssssttteee of time" "and besides....boys think im kinda.... weird..."
-"girls are soooo dramatic"
-"Like cry me a river"
-"once... my mom made me go on a diet! but i just told her.... NO i DONT WANNA BE A TWIG LIKE YOU MOMMMM!"

all in all she wound up telling me im her only true friend that she felt she could confied in. I really fell in love with this girl :)

so october 25... SUCCESS :)

Andy.

So on the first day i walked into the chapel thinking yayyy another spiritual emphasis week. On account of my past spiritual emphasis weeks haven't been so great. but over all. I liked it. Andy was my favorite thus far. The first day was my favorite. That day was my favorite due to the fact that it really made me think. He posed the questions and my brain responded to them. He ask how do we know the sky is blue? and my mind said wow what if what he is asking throws off my entire beliefs. becuase if i cant even tell what color the sky is... How can i prove that god is god. that hes real. that hes mine.. that he died and rose again. So at first i was afraid to ask but then i realized... this dude andy is more than likely smarter than me so i stuck with him. then he ask how do you know your alive? and instantly.... i reached for my neck to check for my pulse. and. and. and. it was still there. thumping away as usual. i was still warm rigamortace hadnt set in. so i began to think this andy dude is a nut job. why are you asking us these things we arnt stupid its common knowledge that the sky is blue and that im alive. But yet something inside of me said once again.. ASHLEY THIS DUDE IS THE SMART ONE... so i tried to keep following along once more.... As he then ask the most contraversial question yet. How do you know there is a god? ooooooo nooooo heeee diddddddd'nnnntttt! But he definately did. so in whipped out my bible and read like 20 million verses and said AHHH HAA i was right gods there im not that stupid. But he said to look at signs and reasoning out side of your bible for ways you know gods real..... and low and behold i couldnt. by this point in time i dont know whose crazier andy for thinking so deeply about alll this and posing these questions..... or me for not knowing these answers to these out there questions. So i went through the rest of my day and still to this time wondering how i know the answers. and i have come to the conclusion yeah its ok to ask those questions... but i willl for know stick to my childlike faith of just trusting in his word and loving him all the more as i go throughout my days and faith. so that all for now folks :) byee. p.s. mr. medenhall...... I STILL DISLIKE THIS WHOLE BLOGGY THINGGG!!

Slow dancing in a burning room.

Dear bloggers/ random people who are reading this thingy..
Lyrical study..
Hmm, well. Although i dislike john mayer. Due to his mushy gushy wah wah wah songs that allllll sound the same.  i do enjoy this song, mainly for the lyrics.  its deep. you can tell alot of thought and passion and feelings were put into the words. I think its mainly about a couples struggles with a  relationship, it starts out saying this isnt the storm before the calm meaning this isnt just gonna blow over and be okay i think he means this is it the final blow to take the relationship where it has been headed, according to the lyrics. Then he seems to get mad at her why, why, why, as if she is taking this fight or problem so lightly and yet he cares so much, and hes pleading with her to show some emotions because in the end if theres no feelings or emotions to show.. were there any feelings to begin with. He ends up mocking her asking her why she isnt crying. and saying Shouldnt we know by now. pretty much saying in all our time together was any of it worth anything? have you not learned anyhting or felt anything? overall not a bad song. it makes me sad to think these lyrics had to come from somewhere there to deep to not come from personal experience.. that means someone experienced this pain.   :(

ugh.

Dear Mr. Mendenhall... I DISLIKE this stinkin thing. LOVE, ashley:)