movie.

well. on a different note from all my other blogs. I've decided to come off as a more understanding person. i am a generally HARSH to say the least person. i know how i feel and no one can or will change that. but while watching the movie i came to the realization that being an ignorant jerk as i tend to be isn't going to help me in my "SAVE THE WORLD CAMPAIGN". i want so deseperatly to help but dont have the right  persona to do it. so while watching that trannny and homo parade i began laughing at the sespool of sinners. but then i realized ashley krausse you judgmental jerk. in more ways than one you belong there too. god see no homo rapist murder or liar as any different. as much as i dislike that concept i realized its true and i cant change the bible i just have to live by it. and hearing that man conversing with the homosexuals and such i realized maybe its not the people (homosexuals) i dislike its the sin. love the sinner hate the sin, everyoen has sin yet god calls us to love. but he tells us to stray from sin and to not lead into temptation. and as those people sat in that booth and so willing listened and shared their belief i realized i dont have it in me to do that. that i being the rash person i am might blow a gasket in that confessional. but i being the narrow minded christian would sit on my little pedistool of glory thinking that god loved me a little more than the homosexual who was sitting in front me. came to know that being narrowedmind and a jerk wouldnt get me where i needed to be. i wouldnt help those who so desperately needed it. but merely turn off all the world to chirstians. that i would  leave a mark on the name of chirsitanity that would take a century to wear off.

and my main thing is watching this movie made me realize what a horrible name chirsitans tend to get lumoped with. and when not all are that way granted some are. but those are the luke warm chirstians in the end god will spit out. but i sit here wondering.....


WHAT NAME DO I LEAVE ON CHIRSTIANITY?????